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Tag Archives: fear
KEEP YOUR INTERVAL
When my therapist asks how I am feeling and I say, “Tired,” he says: “That’s not a feeling. Glad sad mad scared. Those are feelings.” Sometimes I feel happy, sometimes I feel sad, but mostly now I just feel … Continue reading
Posted in Health, Uncategorized
Tagged Covid 19, decontamination, fear, food shopping, New york, panic, safety, soclial distancing
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LOOKING FOR MAMA
We did out taxes with our accountant last week, on Tuesday. Our accountant lives in Melville, Long Island. This was the second year we went out to his home to do our taxes. Before he had an office in Richmond … Continue reading
Posted in Uncategorized
Tagged blogging, cemeteries, death of a parent, fear, grief, guilt, Life, Love, relationships, shame
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LIGHTS OF PERVERTED SCIENCE
.The title comes from Winston Churchill’s speech to the House of Commons on June 18, 1940 in anticipation of The Battle of Britain. Also known as the “Finest Hour” speech. The lead up to that phrase is about sinking into … Continue reading
Posted in Politics, Uncategorized
Tagged addiction, Donald Trump, fear, Finest Hour speach, hatred, Hitler, Hunting ISIS, low self-esteem, Trump: What's the Deal?, Winston Churchill
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ONLY CASTLES BURNING
So I am not watching the inauguration, for what it’s worth. That’s something to think about, what it’s worth. Is it worth it to me to live with a sick feeling in my stomach, to live in fear and hatred? … Continue reading
Posted in Politics, Uncategorized
Tagged FDR, fear, hatred, inauguration, inspiration, letting go, Life, middle age, Neil Young, observations, power, self-esteem., social security, spirit, Today, truth
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ALMOST NORMAL (Not for the squeamish)
The first time I bled was almost two months ago when we spent a weekend at my friend Ezra’s cottage in Rockaway Beach. I’d forgotten my Surgilube™, and inserted the catheter the doctor had told me to use dry. The … Continue reading
Posted in Health, Humor
Tagged anxiety, blood loss, BPH, catheters, cystoscopy, doctors, emergancy, fear, friends, indwelling catheters, pain, The Moth, TURP operation, VA Hospital
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ANESTHESIA
In one of my favorite movies, Andy Griffith as Airman Will Stockdale tells his commanding officer that the latrine he’s cleaned is as clean “As the operatin’ room where they’re fixin’ to cut out your heart.” And for the past month … Continue reading
Posted in Humor, medecine, Uncategorized
Tagged acceptance, anesthesia, BPH, enlarged prostate, fear, impotence, incontinence, medicaid, surgery, VA Hospital
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INVASION OF THE SEAT HOGS
I have to thank my good friend Maureen Rice for the inspiration for today’s blog. She posted a picture of a guy doing some serious man-spreading on what looked like the F train, and it thought, “hey, I’ve got … Continue reading
Posted in Humor, Relationships, Uncategorized
Tagged acceptance, anger, anxiety, blogging, city life, etiquette, fear, frustration, man spreading, New york, NYC busses, NYC subways, religious fanatics, seat hogs, subway slashings, travel
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PERFECT DAY FOR A ROAD TEST
Today I became a licensed driver for the first time at the age of 61. Today I saw Mr. No smile for the first time. He even shook my hand and patted me on the shoulder when I got … Continue reading
Posted in Humor, Uncategorized
Tagged anger, anxiety, blogging, city life, driving teachers, emotional reactions, fear, frustration, learning to drive, New york, perserverance, road test
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ONE NIGHT TRIP
Last Saturday morning I boarded a Peter Pan Bus at the Port Authority bus station for a five-hour ride to Northampton, Mass. I had to switch buses in Springfield to continue on to Northampton. Bus rides are never fun, … Continue reading
Posted in Humor, Relationships, Uncategorized
Tagged 82nd Airborne Division, fear, humor, inspiration, Northampton Mass, storytelling, The Moth, travel, work
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DRIVING MR. NO
I was surprised today when I approached the red Toyota Corolla and Mr. No got out of the car when he saw me approach and motioned to the driver’s side. I went around to that side, sat down; strapped in, … Continue reading
Posted in Humor
Tagged anxiety, blogging, buses, cars, Chinatown, city streets, fear, learning to drive, Lower East side, New york
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