Pens

On the subway on the way to see a play today with my lovely wife Danusia I realized I had no pen to do my crossword puzzle with. I usually have at least one pen in each coat or jacket I own, but I dressed nice today since we were going to a real Broadway theater, and was wearing a jacket I seldom wear. I asked Danusia for a pen, and she produced a red pen. “Does this have red ink in it?” i asked. “Why?” she asked. “Because I need either blue or black ink to do the crossword, red ink is not good.” “Oh, I think i have a blue pen”, she said,pulling another pen out of her bag and handing it to me. I looked at it and realized it was a gel pen. At least the red pen was a ballpoint. “Oh, is that a gel pen?” “Why?” “Well, I can only do the crossword in ballpoint. I’ll use the red ink, at least that’s a ball point. I’m very particular about pens.” “Yes, I can see that” she said, a look of surprise on her face. 

When I was a kid, I found an old fountain pen that belonged to my mother, she’d given it up for the convenience of ballpoint Bics. I cleaned it up, and bought ink for it. You filled it by dipping it in the ink bottle and drawing up the ink by pulling a little lever on the side of the barrel. You could also squirt ink out bu using this lever, as I discovered by accident, ruining some kid’s shirt at school one day.

When I went to high school, I was required to use a Rapidograph in technical drawing class, and fell in love with those. The ink was black, as opposed to the blue of ballpoint Bics, and I decided that any serious writing had to be done in black ink with a Rapidograph, and held on to that bent for many years. I finally gave up the Rapidograph for gel pens with the invention of the “Rolling Writer”, but sticking to the black ink.

Twelve years ago or so, right after my divorce, during wich I did an awful lot of journaling, I rediscovered the beauty and peace of blue ink again, and abandoned   my penchant for black ink. I have a big collection of pens, and I always notice the pens others use. I’ve always wanted    

a Mont Blanc, but they are a little expensive. Maybe someone will buy one for me as a gift one day. Asa consolation prize, the universe has seen fit to let me find a Waterman pen in an old armchair that was being thrown out at work. I cleaned it, and finally found some blue ink for it on a recent trip to California. I couldn’t find any Waterman cartridges anywhere in NY, not at Sam Flax, not at A.I. Friedman, nor Paper Presentation. 

So now I use the Waterman for cards and important notes, Signo pens for journaling and everyday notes, and ballpoint pens of all persuasions for doing the Times crossword. All in blue ink, of course. 

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Not just another food post

My wife is on a cleanse. She’s done this before, so I know to expect the sound of her Belleville juicer going more than usual.

For dinner tonight, she made a salad for us to share, romaine lettuce, shredded red cabbage, a tomato and some cut up avocado with oil and vinegar dressing, so I knew this would be no ordinary liquid cleanse. I am glad of this, as she gets pretty cranky a couple of days into one. For myself, for my protein, I had some of my faux beef stew. Not faux because it was made with faux beef, the beef was real enough, but because there was very little sauce just meat, vegetables, and the essence of the delicious sauce I’d made from scratch with tomato paste, beef broth (from Whole Foods) a chopped up  jalpeno pepper and assorted other seasonings. I offered her some, but she declined, opting for boiled brussel sprouts with peas and carrots (peas and carrots previously frozen, brussel sprouts fresh). We both had sparkling mineral water, a staple at our table. How bland, I thought.

This dinner in itself is not unusual for us, as often she declares she is “not eating meat.” So I shop accordingly, only to be surprised when I come home and go to heat up a couple of hot dogs and find them to be gone. “I had some of your kielbassa’, she’ll say with a guilty look on her face. Or sometimes I’ll be sliding a nice juicy steak onto my plate and she’ll say, “can I have some of your steak?” To which I always reply, “I thought you weren’t eating meat?” “I’m not, but that smells so good.” So there it is, aroma and flavor will win out any day. I certainly will never ask for some of her “juice”, a green fluid composed of greens, carrots, lemon and orange peel, protein powder, and garlic. Yum.

 

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This I believe

The first and formost thing I believe is that the world and everyone in it owes me nothing. The converse is true, I don’t owe you anything either. Of course, I’m sure there are a few in the world who probably feel otherwise. That I believe too. I believe I’m getting old and I don’t want to end up like my father, broke and alone. I believe I’m the only one that can make me unhappy (even though some people I know try real hard) and I believe I have reached a state of relative comfort and satisfaction with myself. After half a life trying to find comfort in things outside of myself, this is quite an accomplishment  and I’m pretty sure I will not end up like my dad, may he rest in peace.

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The handyman’s guide to the universe

Ok, today a lady gave me four dollars for spraying WD-40 into her squeaky front door lock hinge. Then I found 11 cents ( one dime and one penny ) on a glass shelf in a refrigerator I was preparing for a tenant. It was used and I had to clean it. The coins were stuck to a shelf in an unnamed sticky liquid, probably spilled juice or something. They had three kids, the last tenants who had this fridge, so juice is a good guess. Then I found four pennies on the slop sink in the laundry room where I washed out the crisper drawers. So, total take for the day, $4.15. It was a good day today.

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My second first post.

Welcome to WordPress.com. Ok, I registered this a year ago and I’m finally writing something. I went to an agent’s panel a couple of weeks ago and one agent ( Janet Reid, of Query-shark fame) said, “If I cant find you on the internet, don’t even bother contacting me!” So here it is, Janet, xaviator125@gmail.com. xaviertrevino on wordpress. I;ll be writing stuff, mostly about being a handyman in a big building on the upper west side, but other stuff too. Maybe I’ll write about seeing the NY Dolls at the Mercer Arts center before it fell down.

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